Cards and quarters
Means to ends
Surgeon General warns against
Safe in the knowledge
A short walk back
Punch-line I ruin
But we both laugh
Leaves steeping longer
Knowing glance
Make our appearance
Our minds have gone back home
Brave in her movements
Scared to dance alone
There's a cave made of sheets
And I, I know we want to be inside
Take off all of your clothes and climb
Into a cave of sheets tonight
Steal away
You and me
To a cave made of sheets
Cards and Quarters - Local Natives
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
I
Literally cannot even put into words how I am feeling right now. I have never been in this deep. And I'm not quite sure if it's a good thing..or not.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Artists You Should Have If You Don't Already
Horse Feathers
Film School
Two Door Cinema Club
Converge
Matt Costa
Discovery
Pink Floyd
*NIRVANA*
Foo Fighters
M. Ward
Sean Carey
Bon Iver
Justin Vernon
Poema
Monsters of Folk
Verse
Thom Yorke
Title Fight
Film School
Two Door Cinema Club
Converge
Matt Costa
Discovery
Pink Floyd
*NIRVANA*
Foo Fighters
M. Ward
Sean Carey
Bon Iver
Justin Vernon
Poema
Monsters of Folk
Verse
Thom Yorke
Title Fight
Here Comes A White Shadow;
This week has definately had it's ups and downs. Thanksgiving was great, except for the fact that my one of my uncles & his family didn't come. Like always, I should have expected that. I don't understand them, at all. I mean, my dad and my uncle both work together, and my uncle has been trying to take my dads job for a few years now. And it's causing all this family stress which none of us can really handle. Really though, do you hate us all so much that you want to get your own brother fired from his job so he won't be able to support his family, your own flesh and blood? Can you really not make it to a single family function? I mean we only have them on Thanksgiving and Christmas. I can't remember the last time you were there for any of us.
I hate this, I hate it so so so much. I get so jealous when I hear about other people's relatives driving in from California, or SLC even to spend the holiday with their families. But MY uncle can't even drive across town for a simple dinner ONE NIGHT. I don't care if you think that's too much to ask. I hope karma will come around one day and give you a big slap in the face.
I'm finally done fighting with my best friend. I've been questioning it for a couple weeks now, and yesterday I just couldn't take it anymore. Through all the screaming, tears, and the f-bombs flying everywhere, we broke down and apologized both, to one another. Like civilized human beings. I don't know what I would do with out her. I know she can be a complete brat, and a compulsive liar, but we truely have been there for each other through thick and thin since the first grade. From learning simple addition to fractions to algebra, we've always been together, no matter what. And I absolutely hate myself for letting my idiot emotions take me over. I'm glad we're back on track and loving each other for who we are, like we're supposed too.
Talking about my bestfriend brings up the fact that I am finally realizing who my real friends are. And i'm incredibley stoked on that. I would do anything for those three people, who literally keep me going everyday, who I know I can be honest with 104% and I know that they will ALWAYS be there for me, because they have never once left me standing alone without anything to hold on to. You three incredible people know who you are. Too bad only one of you can read this, one of you is moving across the country..and one of you is moving completely OUT of the country after college. I guess that's life, right?
I am so excited for Christmas and this new year. It is almost impossible to be sincerely unhappy during the holidays. Especially the fact that I am going to do every possible thing I can to go see Horse Feathers in Salt Lake City on the 9th. Holler if you want to come!
I hate this, I hate it so so so much. I get so jealous when I hear about other people's relatives driving in from California, or SLC even to spend the holiday with their families. But MY uncle can't even drive across town for a simple dinner ONE NIGHT. I don't care if you think that's too much to ask. I hope karma will come around one day and give you a big slap in the face.
I'm finally done fighting with my best friend. I've been questioning it for a couple weeks now, and yesterday I just couldn't take it anymore. Through all the screaming, tears, and the f-bombs flying everywhere, we broke down and apologized both, to one another. Like civilized human beings. I don't know what I would do with out her. I know she can be a complete brat, and a compulsive liar, but we truely have been there for each other through thick and thin since the first grade. From learning simple addition to fractions to algebra, we've always been together, no matter what. And I absolutely hate myself for letting my idiot emotions take me over. I'm glad we're back on track and loving each other for who we are, like we're supposed too.
Talking about my bestfriend brings up the fact that I am finally realizing who my real friends are. And i'm incredibley stoked on that. I would do anything for those three people, who literally keep me going everyday, who I know I can be honest with 104% and I know that they will ALWAYS be there for me, because they have never once left me standing alone without anything to hold on to. You three incredible people know who you are. Too bad only one of you can read this, one of you is moving across the country..and one of you is moving completely OUT of the country after college. I guess that's life, right?
I am so excited for Christmas and this new year. It is almost impossible to be sincerely unhappy during the holidays. Especially the fact that I am going to do every possible thing I can to go see Horse Feathers in Salt Lake City on the 9th. Holler if you want to come!
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
Music Monday
This is my new favorite band. Curs in the Weeds by Horse Feathers
This is by far, one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Is it too much to ask;
If someone could PLEASE slow dance with me, to this song?
Pass me that lovely little gun
My dear, my darting one
The cleaners are coming, one by one
You don't even want to let them start
They are knocking now upon your door
They measure the room, they know the score
They're mopping up the butcher's floor
Of your broken little hearts
O children
Forgive us now for what we've done
It started out as a bit of fun
Here, take these before we run away
The keys to the gulag
O children
Lift up your voice, lift up your voice
Children
Rejoice, rejoice
Here comes Frank and poor old Jim
They're gathering round with all my friends
We're older now, the light is dim
And you are only just beginning
O children
We have the answer to all your fears
It's short, it's simple, it's crystal dear
It's round about, it's somewhere here
Lost amongst our winnings
O children
Lift up your voice, lift up your voice
Children
Rejoice, rejoice
The cleaners have done their job on you
They're hip to it, man, they're in the groove
They've hosed you down, you're good as new
They're lining up to inspect you
O children
Poor old Jim's white as a ghost
He's found the answer that was lost
We're all weeping now, weeping because
There ain't nothing we can do to protect you
O children
Lift up your voice, lift up your voice
Children
Rejoice, rejoice
Hey little train! We are all jumping on
The train that goes to the Kingdom
We're happy, Ma, we're having fun
And the train ain't even left the station
Hey, little train! Wait for me!
I once was blind but now
I see Have you left a seat for me?
Is that such a stretch of the imagination?
Hey little train! Wait for me!
I was held in chains but now I'm free
I'm hanging in there, don't you see
In this process of elimination
Hey little train! We are all jumping on
The train that goes to the Kingdom
We're happy, Ma, we're having fun
It's beyond my wildest expectation
Hey little train! We are all jumping on
The train that goes to the Kingdom
We're happy, Ma, we're having fun
And the train ain't even left the station
Saturday, November 20, 2010
I Write A Letter
to my late brother (Trevor) every night; and tonights letter pretty much sums up how i'm feeling..for the most part.
My dearest brother Trevor.
I still miss you, of course. I think it's kind of funny how I start all my letters off that way. Anyways I took Danielle to Harry Potter tonight, I think she liked it for the most part. As for me I loved every second of it, and I still want to marry Ron. Haha. I took three different naps today, I fell asleep out on the couch by the window in the front room, then I moved to mom and dad's bed, then moved to my bed. I couldn't really get comfortable anywhere except for on the couch, but Courtney and TJ were playing with their friends so I couldn't sleep. It was rainy today, and the whole sky was just a giant gray cloud, my favorite kind of weather.
It was actually really nice not hearing Zac and Courtney fight today, on account of Zac and Dad are both in Springville with Grannie and Grandpa at the Y game. I guess it's not really different having dad gone cause I usually hardly see him except on Thursday nights when we watch our shows.
Other than the fact that i'm pissed at the whole world, i'm kind of glad me and _ _ _ _ _ (you know who i'm talking about I assume) are drifting apart. And I try to say that in the nicest way possible. But I finally don't have to feel like i'm responsible for all of her actions towards other people, and that's kind of nice. I mean what's the point of calling someone your bestfriend when they don't listen to you, don't care about you (or anyone else for that matter), who is extremely selfish, and is strictly obsessed with 'dressing to impress.' I've finally realized that is not what I need.
I'm still pretty stressed about college. I guess I'll find out on Monday what else I can do to get my life rolling. I still greatly would enjoy going to Notre Dame. I know it's a pretty low chance of me going there, but I think it would be neat, honestly to move across the country and study abroad of the Catholic religion, and more. I guess if that doesn't work out, I can always apply to BU.
I was in the car yesterday with Dad driving around listening to the Foo Fighters talking about how unique Dave Grohl is, and I just got the biggest grin on my face thinking of what witty thing you would say about him. That's what I'd miss. Is the fact that we could talk, and you WOULD listen. No matter what I had to say.
I think of you, every time I listen to this. (Home- Foo Fighters)
Wish I were with you
I couldn't stay
Every direction
Leads me away
Pray for tomorrow
But for today
All I want is to be home
Stand in the mirror
You look the same
Just lookin' for shelter
From cold and the pain
Someone to cover
Safe from the rain
All I want is to be home
Echoes and silence
Patience and grace
All of these moments
I'll never replace
No fear of my heart
Absence of faith
All I want is to be home
All I want is to be home
People I've loved
I have no regrets
Some I remember
Some I forget
Some of them living
Some of them dead
All I want is to be home
Come home Trev, I love you.
My dearest brother Trevor.
I still miss you, of course. I think it's kind of funny how I start all my letters off that way. Anyways I took Danielle to Harry Potter tonight, I think she liked it for the most part. As for me I loved every second of it, and I still want to marry Ron. Haha. I took three different naps today, I fell asleep out on the couch by the window in the front room, then I moved to mom and dad's bed, then moved to my bed. I couldn't really get comfortable anywhere except for on the couch, but Courtney and TJ were playing with their friends so I couldn't sleep. It was rainy today, and the whole sky was just a giant gray cloud, my favorite kind of weather.
It was actually really nice not hearing Zac and Courtney fight today, on account of Zac and Dad are both in Springville with Grannie and Grandpa at the Y game. I guess it's not really different having dad gone cause I usually hardly see him except on Thursday nights when we watch our shows.
Other than the fact that i'm pissed at the whole world, i'm kind of glad me and _ _ _ _ _ (you know who i'm talking about I assume) are drifting apart. And I try to say that in the nicest way possible. But I finally don't have to feel like i'm responsible for all of her actions towards other people, and that's kind of nice. I mean what's the point of calling someone your bestfriend when they don't listen to you, don't care about you (or anyone else for that matter), who is extremely selfish, and is strictly obsessed with 'dressing to impress.' I've finally realized that is not what I need.
I'm still pretty stressed about college. I guess I'll find out on Monday what else I can do to get my life rolling. I still greatly would enjoy going to Notre Dame. I know it's a pretty low chance of me going there, but I think it would be neat, honestly to move across the country and study abroad of the Catholic religion, and more. I guess if that doesn't work out, I can always apply to BU.
I was in the car yesterday with Dad driving around listening to the Foo Fighters talking about how unique Dave Grohl is, and I just got the biggest grin on my face thinking of what witty thing you would say about him. That's what I'd miss. Is the fact that we could talk, and you WOULD listen. No matter what I had to say.
I think of you, every time I listen to this. (Home- Foo Fighters)
Wish I were with you
I couldn't stay
Every direction
Leads me away
Pray for tomorrow
But for today
All I want is to be home
Stand in the mirror
You look the same
Just lookin' for shelter
From cold and the pain
Someone to cover
Safe from the rain
All I want is to be home
Echoes and silence
Patience and grace
All of these moments
I'll never replace
No fear of my heart
Absence of faith
All I want is to be home
All I want is to be home
People I've loved
I have no regrets
Some I remember
Some I forget
Some of them living
Some of them dead
All I want is to be home
Come home Trev, I love you.
I Decided To Be Trendy For A Minute.
1. I read all kinds of books religiously.
2. I. Am. A. Virgin. GET OVER IT.
3. I'm slowly going down the road to having no best friend.
4. I will either get into Notre Dame or Boston University if it is THE LAST THING I EVER DO.
5. I'm honest in all my doings.
6. Every night at 11:11 I wish that my brother would come back for just one more day.
7. I think Ron Weasley (Rupert Grint) is the sexiest man alive.
8. I look exactly like my great grandma when she was my age.
9. Don't talk about the Twilight series to me. I hate them, and i'll probably tell you to shut the fuck up.
10. I'm a creature of the night. I never sleep.
11. I definately believe in God.
12. My dog Lilly, is the only thing on earth that has or will ever win my heart completely.
13. I always feel that I am being compared to my sister in everything I do or say.
14. I play World of Warcraft.
15. I haven't had a boyfriend since 9th grade! :)
16. I can eat more than you, I bet my life on it.
17. I fucking hate Lady GaGa.
18. I have a low-tolerence for bull shit.
19. I am proud to say that I went to see Big Time Rush in vegas.
20. I usually hate everyone untill I start talking to them.
21. Just cause I have short hair, and will shave it if I want, does not mean i'm a lesbian.
22. I constantly wish I was born in the 70's so I could be a teen in the 80's.
23. I volunteer at the animal shelter, and the special need's activities every week.
24. I am told I look like Gemma Arterton, or Julia Roberts on a daily basis. -____-
25. I'm really not scared of anything but Cancer.
26. I went to my first prom ever on Thursday, and it was with the special needs. I had more fun than anyone could ever have at any type of dance.
27. I always wish I was going to school at Tuachan again.
28. The only time me and my dad get along is when we watch CSI, The Big Bang Theory and Shit My Dad Says every Thursday night.
29. I hate warm weather. I like the cold.
30. I am a stubborn ass most of the time.
2. I. Am. A. Virgin. GET OVER IT.
3. I'm slowly going down the road to having no best friend.
4. I will either get into Notre Dame or Boston University if it is THE LAST THING I EVER DO.
5. I'm honest in all my doings.
6. Every night at 11:11 I wish that my brother would come back for just one more day.
7. I think Ron Weasley (Rupert Grint) is the sexiest man alive.
8. I look exactly like my great grandma when she was my age.
9. Don't talk about the Twilight series to me. I hate them, and i'll probably tell you to shut the fuck up.
10. I'm a creature of the night. I never sleep.
11. I definately believe in God.
12. My dog Lilly, is the only thing on earth that has or will ever win my heart completely.
13. I always feel that I am being compared to my sister in everything I do or say.
14. I play World of Warcraft.
15. I haven't had a boyfriend since 9th grade! :)
16. I can eat more than you, I bet my life on it.
17. I fucking hate Lady GaGa.
18. I have a low-tolerence for bull shit.
19. I am proud to say that I went to see Big Time Rush in vegas.
20. I usually hate everyone untill I start talking to them.
21. Just cause I have short hair, and will shave it if I want, does not mean i'm a lesbian.
22. I constantly wish I was born in the 70's so I could be a teen in the 80's.
23. I volunteer at the animal shelter, and the special need's activities every week.
24. I am told I look like Gemma Arterton, or Julia Roberts on a daily basis. -____-
25. I'm really not scared of anything but Cancer.
26. I went to my first prom ever on Thursday, and it was with the special needs. I had more fun than anyone could ever have at any type of dance.
27. I always wish I was going to school at Tuachan again.
28. The only time me and my dad get along is when we watch CSI, The Big Bang Theory and Shit My Dad Says every Thursday night.
29. I hate warm weather. I like the cold.
30. I am a stubborn ass most of the time.
IDIOT.
I can't believe how dissapointed in myself I am. I have never been this embarassed in my entire life. I wish I could take it back, or move 2 million miles away where nobody knows who I am.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Top 15 Most Beautiful Women Of All Time
1. Agyness Deyn
2. Ruby Rose
3. Natalie Portman
4. Molly Ringwald
5. Kate Winslet
6. Shannyn Sossamon
7. Dolores O'Riordan
8. Camilla Bell
9. Cary Mulligan
10. Maggie Gyllenhaal
11. Jessica 'Veronica'
12. Bryce-Dallas Howard
13. Meg Ryan
14. Alena Gerber
15. Melina Kankakaredes (last, but not least)
Emma Watson
I have never loved anyone's hair as much as I love hers.
I have finally come to the decision that I am going to shave my head this spring.
And if you don't like it? I could care less. Which means, I actually have the guts to do it.
SUCK IT.
Monday, November 15, 2010
Ode to Education, Friendship, and Relationships.
Oh goodness I don't even know where to begin. I'm so stressed, but also so happy over schooling. There are tons of different college's I would DIE to go to, for example; USC, UofU, or Notre Dame. Just to name a few, at the least. I've been so obsessed with growing up, and moving out. It's finally starting to happen. And I cannot wait. Since day 1 I have absolutely hated St. George, and I will be out of here soon enough!
I've been having some troubling issues with my best friend lately. I have never been more upset in my entire life. I call to confront her about things that I think are important and about our friendship, mostly how I've been questioning it. But as expected, she doesn't listen. I feel that when i'm talking, i'm talking to a deaf person. I really do see all the good things in her, but when the bad things start of over-rule, that's when it's time to cut it. Word to the wise; no one actually cares what you have to say, or do. I promise. I hate to say it...but it's pretty much a dog eat dog world. There is nothing you can do to change that no matter how hard you try. But maybe you'll be the lucky one-in-a-million, and have that perfect person be your best friend. As for me, I'm still waiting for that day to come.
I've never been a relationship person. I've never felt like I've needed one, or depended on a significant other to keep me happy. But right now everything has been rushing through my head, and I feel like i've been totally submerged by an ocean of thoughts that I never evened imagined I could come up with. To be quite honest...I really like what's happening right now. And whether or not things progress..I will still be more than joyful to say he's my friend.
I've been having some troubling issues with my best friend lately. I have never been more upset in my entire life. I call to confront her about things that I think are important and about our friendship, mostly how I've been questioning it. But as expected, she doesn't listen. I feel that when i'm talking, i'm talking to a deaf person. I really do see all the good things in her, but when the bad things start of over-rule, that's when it's time to cut it. Word to the wise; no one actually cares what you have to say, or do. I promise. I hate to say it...but it's pretty much a dog eat dog world. There is nothing you can do to change that no matter how hard you try. But maybe you'll be the lucky one-in-a-million, and have that perfect person be your best friend. As for me, I'm still waiting for that day to come.
I've never been a relationship person. I've never felt like I've needed one, or depended on a significant other to keep me happy. But right now everything has been rushing through my head, and I feel like i've been totally submerged by an ocean of thoughts that I never evened imagined I could come up with. To be quite honest...I really like what's happening right now. And whether or not things progress..I will still be more than joyful to say he's my friend.
My Christmas Playlist!
Happy Xmas (War Is Over) - Neil Diamond
Red Ribbon Foxes - A Fine Frenzy
Last Christmas - Wham!
Silver Bells - Bright Eyes
Where Are You Christmas? - Faith Hill
Christmas Tree - Lady GaGa (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow - Michael Buble
The First Noel - Trans-Siberean Orchestra
Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas - Relient K
I'm so old school. I don't even care.
Red Ribbon Foxes - A Fine Frenzy
Last Christmas - Wham!
Silver Bells - Bright Eyes
Where Are You Christmas? - Faith Hill
Christmas Tree - Lady GaGa (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow - Michael Buble
The First Noel - Trans-Siberean Orchestra
Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas - Relient K
I'm so old school. I don't even care.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Sweet Emotion.
For the most part, i'm quite happy for the time being. For once, I had a very positive, realistic night with one of my best friends Sydney, while we just sat on her floor and talked, and occasionally sang on the guitar. It was a wonderful enviornment to be in.
I'm excited for what these next few months might bring! (Only Sydney will know what I'm talking about.) I mean planning road trips, getting close to a certain someone, and being taught to snowboard. I feel that there will be a perfect ending to 2010, and perfect begining to 2011.
I'm excited for what these next few months might bring! (Only Sydney will know what I'm talking about.) I mean planning road trips, getting close to a certain someone, and being taught to snowboard. I feel that there will be a perfect ending to 2010, and perfect begining to 2011.
Friday, November 12, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
This Is A Rant.
You don't have to read this. Unless you want too.
1. I am so %&*^#@! sick of living at home.
(A) My parents STILL treat me like I am a 5 year old. Yes, my curfew is 10 freaking o'clock, I'm NOT allowed to have sleepovers, and I am not allowed to use a webcam. Seriously? It's not like I'm doing bad things. I don't drink/do drugs of any sort (party), I don't break any laws, and I certainly don't go out and have sex with the whole male population.
2. I don't even feel like I have a best friend anymore. She doesn't listen, and she doesn't care what I have to say, unless it involves her or her boyfriend. I mean, she says she never wants to lose me, and that she loves me more than anything..but is it that hard to listen to what I have to say every once and a while?
I have ALWAYS been there for you. I would almost rather have you listen to what I have to say and tell the whole world like you used too, than just ignore me and cut me out completely.
Why did you think I was sketched out about this new boyfriend of yours? It's not because I want him for myself. It's becuase you don't even pay attention to me anymore, just as I predicted. Which I can honestly understand in some ways, but when I need to tell you a big decision I'm making, when we've only been talking for five minutes and then he rings up on the other line, (even though you've been talking to him all day) you still say you'll call me back. Which would be semi-alright if you EVEN CALLED ME BACK.
I swear to God, I try so hard. I go out of my way to please you, and make you feel loved.
3. Am I that terrible of a daughter that I'm refrained from doing anything at all? Honestly I'm sorry you have to put up with my ''crap." It was your decision to have children, and you KNEW it wouldn't be easy. I try to make you happy by watching the kids when you go out on dates, and keeping the kitchen clean so you can come home to a clean house. I take the dog out when you ask, and bring you things you ask me to get for you. Do you want me to wash your feet as well? Come on.
4. To top this all off, I am getting so sick and tired of my low-confidance level. I don't know how many more days I can continue to feel as low as I do without killing something.
The only thing that is keeping me from throwing little puppies off a cliff is Harry and the Potters.
1. I am so %&*^#@! sick of living at home.
(A) My parents STILL treat me like I am a 5 year old. Yes, my curfew is 10 freaking o'clock, I'm NOT allowed to have sleepovers, and I am not allowed to use a webcam. Seriously? It's not like I'm doing bad things. I don't drink/do drugs of any sort (party), I don't break any laws, and I certainly don't go out and have sex with the whole male population.
2. I don't even feel like I have a best friend anymore. She doesn't listen, and she doesn't care what I have to say, unless it involves her or her boyfriend. I mean, she says she never wants to lose me, and that she loves me more than anything..but is it that hard to listen to what I have to say every once and a while?
I have ALWAYS been there for you. I would almost rather have you listen to what I have to say and tell the whole world like you used too, than just ignore me and cut me out completely.
Why did you think I was sketched out about this new boyfriend of yours? It's not because I want him for myself. It's becuase you don't even pay attention to me anymore, just as I predicted. Which I can honestly understand in some ways, but when I need to tell you a big decision I'm making, when we've only been talking for five minutes and then he rings up on the other line, (even though you've been talking to him all day) you still say you'll call me back. Which would be semi-alright if you EVEN CALLED ME BACK.
I swear to God, I try so hard. I go out of my way to please you, and make you feel loved.
3. Am I that terrible of a daughter that I'm refrained from doing anything at all? Honestly I'm sorry you have to put up with my ''crap." It was your decision to have children, and you KNEW it wouldn't be easy. I try to make you happy by watching the kids when you go out on dates, and keeping the kitchen clean so you can come home to a clean house. I take the dog out when you ask, and bring you things you ask me to get for you. Do you want me to wash your feet as well? Come on.
4. To top this all off, I am getting so sick and tired of my low-confidance level. I don't know how many more days I can continue to feel as low as I do without killing something.
The only thing that is keeping me from throwing little puppies off a cliff is Harry and the Potters.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Music Monday!
Violet Hill-Coldplay
This song totally fits today in so many ways.
(Might I just add how cute Chris is looking?!)
Sunday, November 7, 2010
It's Official- Our Country Is Being Run By A Goon.
Okay. I personally have never liked Obama. In fact, I have hated up to the very core of him. But for all you little gullibale guinea pigs out there, just know that the man we're all supposed to look up to, depend on to get us out of debt, and so many other things, thinks that Abe Lincoln himself is nibbleing on his and his familys toes. I'll be waiting when the USofA is brought down, and we're all living on the streets, and say; "I told you so."
Here are a few links:
http://ezinearticles.com/?Is-the-White-House-Haunted-by-the-Ghostly-Presence-of-Abraham-Lincoln?&id=4644342
http://www.suntimes.com/news/politics/obama/1358051,CST-NWS-obama01.article
Here are a few links:
http://ezinearticles.com/?Is-the-White-House-Haunted-by-the-Ghostly-Presence-of-Abraham-Lincoln?&id=4644342
http://www.suntimes.com/news/politics/obama/1358051,CST-NWS-obama01.article
This Is Not A Pity Party.
I pray to be noticed. Literally. I have a low self esteem, and everyday I wish there was something I could do to change that. I have a big heart and I want to reach out more but the anxiety always stuck in the back of my head overwhelmes me. It's like in cartoons when there is a raining cloud over the characters head, that's how it is. Always.
Why can't everyone just get along? The two people I care about most in the world hate the very depths of each other. I just wish that they would realize it is seriously taking a toll on my emotional health. They don't have to like each other, but is it really too much to ask to just tolerate each other and keep their opinions of the other one to them-selves when they are around me?
I lost you, and I would sell my soul to get you back. I miss how we used to talk every day, and how you used to call me beautiful-but not in the attractive sense, but in a way that mean I was a beautiful person on the inside. I miss it when we would talk on the phone about real things. But now cause that doesn't happen anymore, I can't figure out what to do with myself.
Maybe all this is just supposed to happen. But i'm not so sure of that anymore.
Why can't everyone just get along? The two people I care about most in the world hate the very depths of each other. I just wish that they would realize it is seriously taking a toll on my emotional health. They don't have to like each other, but is it really too much to ask to just tolerate each other and keep their opinions of the other one to them-selves when they are around me?
I lost you, and I would sell my soul to get you back. I miss how we used to talk every day, and how you used to call me beautiful-but not in the attractive sense, but in a way that mean I was a beautiful person on the inside. I miss it when we would talk on the phone about real things. But now cause that doesn't happen anymore, I can't figure out what to do with myself.
Maybe all this is just supposed to happen. But i'm not so sure of that anymore.
I Am Probably The Happiest Little Girl In The World Right Now.
I had a better Friday night than anyone in the whole world. Pictures will be up soon!
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Little Miss Sunshine
I was introduced to this movie yesterday by a friend of mine.
I don't know what it was about this movie that made me love it so much.
This movie follows the Hoover family as they travel from their home in New Mexico to California to let their daughter (Olive Hoover) compete in the Little Miss Sunshine beauty pageant. But a Griswold family vacation this ain’t. If there ever was a family that was dysfunctional, the Hoover family takes the cake. The characters include Richard (Greg Kinnear), an unmotivated motivational speaker; Sheryl (Toni Collete), the frustrated mother, the suicidal Uncle Frank (Steve Carell); the heroin-addicted Grandad (Alan Arkin); the depressed, mute-by-choice teenager, Dwayne (Paul Dano) and the awkard youngling of the Hoover clan, Olive (Abigail Breslin).
I don't care if I act like a ten year old.
I AM SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW.
Okay, I am in love with you Zach Porter.
Okay, I am in love with you Zach Porter.
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