Brother/sister love.

I took my 2 little brothers to see Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows today. I could tell Zac, who is 12, wasn't all that excited to see it. Although TJ, who's 7 was extremely excited to see it, untill we walked into the theater, he just busted out crying out of fear. It was the saddest thing I have ever seen in my life. So I took him out into the lobby and waited for mom to come pick him up. As soon as she agreed to come get him, he decided he wanted to stay. To be brave, and watch it.  Me and TJ have never had the greatest brother-sister relationship. I used to make fun of him when he was little, and I regret everything I said he had considered as an insult. But these last few days have been great. He came up to me, and asked if I wanted to watch him play Mario Kart on his new DSI he got for Christmas, I was so happy I wanted to cry. If I can't strive to be a better person for myself, then I will for my little brothers.

Oh, the joy!

As a result of the mixed feelings I have experienced these past couple weeks, I've come to terms with these new years resolutions;

I'm going to make new friends this year. Good, fun, loyal, and honest friends. Friends that will have my back, friends that will be here the next day, week, month, etc., for whatever reason. Friends that I know I can trust.

I'm going to get a job, and save every last penny I have to move out of my parents house.

I'm going to pursue my career in english, and attend the University of Utah.

I'm going to burn all my old journals, I have no reason to look upon the past.

I'm going to adopt a puppy from the animal shelter in Sandy, where I was born.

I'm going to play more games with my little brother.

I'm going to get the C biopsy that I have put off for so long.

I'm not going to be so quick to judge.

Most importantly; I'm going to be happy.

My Baby Boy!

Okay, so he's not actually my baby boy...but I can dream right? Enjoy basking is Joseph Gordon-Levitt's utter & complete sexiness. I can't even begin to tell you how much I have love for him. From Angels in the Outfield, to 3rd Rock, to Inception..he is my man, and my man only. Come on, look at those dark eyes, and beautiful lips.

Our new couch, live-preformance, and just plain fun.

Sydney, aka: my bestfriend, and I went shopping yesterday. As we were walking the halls of the goodwill store, we came across an old, ugly, beaten-down, black couch. And we instantley fell in love with it. So, it being Sydney's idea, we both mutually agreed to buy this couch, and put it in our new apartment that we will be getting in April. I can't even begin to tell you how excited I am!



We have fun shopping, and trying on cute-retro leather jackets.

Now, these next ones are my selected favorites from the bunch.

After we bought our couch, we went to preform in front of Sydney's church group. We sang 'Baby, It's Cold Outside' (Glee cast version) and I'm tellin' you, I had a BLAST.

And of course, we went to get ice-cream after.

How is everyone's Christmas break going?

Lil' bit 'bout me.

To do this: enter your answer to the question in the Google Image search box and choose a picture from the first page as your answer.

 

1. What is your first name?

 

 

2. What is your favorite food?

 

 

3. What is your favorite color?

 

( Google knows me waaaaay to well ;) PS, my favorite color isn't black.)

 

4. What do you want to be when you grow up?

 

 

5. Who is your celeb crush?

 

( I love my skinny little nerd men )

 

6. What is your favorite dessert?

 

 

7. What is your favorite thing to drink?

 

 

 

8. What do you dream about?

 

9. Where is your dream vacation?

 

 

10. What do you love most in life?

 

 

11. Who is your favorite Disney princess?

 

 

12. What High School did you attend?

 

 

 

Credit: http://www.sydneywalden.blogspot.com/

You know what?

I am strong, I am beautiful, I am smart.
That's all there is too it! Life goes on.

Soundtrack of The Day.

1. A Story Of Boy Meets Girl 500 Days Of Summer – Music From The Motion Picture
2. Us-Regina Spektor
3. There Is A Light-That Never Goes Out The Smiths
4. Bad Kids-The Black Lips
5. Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want-She & Hiim (Zooey's band)
6. There Goes The Fear-Doves
7. You Make My Dreams-Hall & Oates
8. Sweet Disposition-The Temper Trap
9. Quelqu’un M’a Dit-Carla Bruni
10. Mushaboom Feist
11. Hero-Regina Spektor
12. Bookends-Simon And Garfunkel
13. Vagabond-Wolfmother
14. She’s Got You High-Mumm-ra
15. Here Comes Your Man-Meaghan Smith
16. Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want (Album Version)-She & Him

This soundtrack is probably one of the greatest of all time.
Hopefully it can cheer me up today.

I am officially broken.

My heart is broken.
My soul is broken.
I feel as if everything I had ever truely cared for, has just up and left.
But you know what? That's exactly what happened.

And I don't even know how to feel right now.

I think it's about time

To; stop being negative.
Stop hating everyone who crosses my path/being judgmental.
Stop being wishy-washy over my so called "bestfriend'' and move on from her.

Move out of my house.
Keep holding on.

I'm going to do one simple thing for someone every day.

Send some snow my way!

I really wish my yard was like this right now.

Instead of this.

I really hate dry weather, for multiple reasons. One of the reasons being it is just disgustingly ugly.

I'm sorry, I had too!

I've had a stressful day, but this just made me cheer up a bit.

Excerpt

I think so lowly of myself all the time.
I don't have a real 'best friend' that's mine, and only mine.
I don't have enough confidence to do anything anymore.
I don't have enough energy to even be myself.

I feel sorry for all the people who feel like I do on a daily basis.
All I want, is to be happy again. Genuinely happy.
I'm sick of this needing to depend on you only.

But just so you know, I will always be here.
Just so you know, I will always love you.
Just so you know, I'm willing to do whatever it takes.

Happiness.

But this is back when I actually had skin color, and I was kind of fat.

1940-1980

A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality.

Everybody loves you when you're six foot in the ground.

Everything is clearer when you're in love.

God is a concept by which we measure our pain.

Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans.

Love is the answer, and you know that for sure; Love is a flower, you've got to let it grow.

Time you enjoy wasting, was not wasted.

Might I just go on a little tangent?

About how someone can be that selfish? I mean, I don't know you that well. But as far as I'm concerned you don't even deserve to be the diseased mold growing on the bottom side of a rock. Can you really just tell those malicious lies, and speak so ill of the one you so called ''loved", is this just a game to you? Instead of trying to act like a plausible civilized human being, you decide to be a complete and utter maniac. I have no respect for you. At all. Ever.

On the other hand, my bestfriend is completely selfless. I sometimes wish all beings of this earth could take up the listening, and caring skills she shows to me. Thanks for being there.

What Will Tomorrow Bring?

And maybe, just maybe...a little hand holding?