Thursday, December 9, 2010

Send some snow my way!

I really wish my yard was like this right now.


Instead of this.

I really hate dry weather, for multiple reasons. One of the reasons being it is just disgustingly ugly.

I'm sorry, I had too!

I've had a stressful day, but this just made me cheer up a bit.

Excerpt

I think so lowly of myself all the time.
I don't have a real 'best friend' that's mine, and only mine.
I don't have enough confidence to do anything anymore.
I don't have enough energy to even be myself.

I feel sorry for all the people who feel like I do on a daily basis.
All I want, is to be happy again. Genuinely happy.
I'm sick of this needing to depend on you only.

But just so you know, I will always be here.
Just so you know, I will always love you.
Just so you know, I'm willing to do whatever it takes.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Happiness.



But this is back when I actually had skin color, and I was kind of fat.

1940-1980

A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality.

Everybody loves you when you're six foot in the ground.


Everything is clearer when you're in love.

God is a concept by which we measure our pain.

Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans.



Love is the answer, and you know that for sure; Love is a flower, you've got to let it grow.


Time you enjoy wasting, was not wasted.





Might I just go on a little tangent?

About how someone can be that selfish? I mean, I don't know you that well. But as far as I'm concerned you don't even deserve to be the diseased mold growing on the bottom side of a rock. Can you really just tell those malicious lies, and speak so ill of the one you so called ''loved", is this just a game to you? Instead of trying to act like a plausible civilized human being, you decide to be a complete and utter maniac. I have no respect for you. At all. Ever.

On the other hand, my bestfriend is completely selfless. I sometimes wish all beings of this earth could take up the listening, and caring skills she shows to me. Thanks for being there.

Monday, December 6, 2010

What Will Tomorrow Bring?








And maybe, just maybe...a little hand holding?